Pre Day One

So tomorrow is my first day of my pre-op diet...I am feeling prepared, scared, nervous, and excited and a million other emotions and I'm not even banded yet! I can't believe this is actually going to happen. It has only been a dream for the last 2 years and now I'm only a few weeks away. I will be banded on December 18, 2008. After going back and forth on the idea it's actually going to happen! My dream of being thin is going to actually come true. Ah I have so many things to say I just don't know where to start.

I had my "last meal" Which was so unhealthy. Three pieces of pizza with meat balls, and pepperoni, pepsi, vanilla cake with chocolate icing, and vanilla ice cream. Not to bad for my last meal. HA but I have been eating every meal like it is my last! I'm sure I've gained more weight since the last time I weighed myself. Tommorow morning I will find out and probably be shocked. I'm guessing 260. Ha last year at this time I was 225....I would kill to be that weight. Soon hopefully.

I feel somewhat prepared to start my two weeks of optifast tommorow. I went shopping and got a ton of crystal light, decaf coffee, tasteless fiber to keep myself regular, food flavorings to keep things interesting, SF gum to keep my breath fresh, and sippy cups that are perfect size to put the optifast in to keep it under the radar from people at work. I prepared everything and I tried a tiny tast of vanilla and strawberry optifast....uhh....two weeks of this! Lol it's not to bad just more watery than I thought it would be.

I'm just so excited I need to take before pictures. Just to think this time next year I will be hopefully 115 pounds lighter! If I follow the "golden rules" Which are the rules set by my doctor that I am supposed to follow the rest of my life. I put them in a notebook to keep them safe even though the paper is already crinkled from me constantly reading over and over it. Some one needs to publish some kind of book on this. Maybe me!

I am also going to start walking tomorrow for 30 minuetes. And I need to go to bed so I can be ready for this crazy adventure I am about to start!